Hello.

How you doing? Good for you. I’m doing fine myself. =)

The week’s ok. 2 holidays for the week.  A nice break from the long hours in school. Mondays and Wednesdays would be the days I would be left dragging myself home and dragging myself to school the next morning. But it’s well worth it. =) gym and netball training. There are a lot of things going on in the sport itself, what’s more the players in it. Apart from me and my mates trying best to master the skills that we lack, it becomes crucial that one knows where they stand in the sport or their in big trouble or just fall out. (Like I did before in similar events) I know how it’s like being the odd one out, loner in something you have passion in. fortunately, prayers have been answered so hurray to my netball clique! The minah clique. Lol. Sounds so meenah already. Haha. But fred not, we are unlike those you see in the streets. =))

Currently trying to master the techniques of attack. It’s harder for me because of my short term memory and tendency to do otherwise told. It sucks. In the end I’ll be talking to myself in court. Lol. It’s ok though because I got mates who are with me. =) still a long long way to go, trust me. I’m not expecting to go in the school team but for my own benefit. To complete what I left off in primary school. Cheers! (Deprived of motivation)

Although I may not have a forte in all the activities I tried and lasted with without much hope of me been my Achilles’ heels, I’ve experienced all the different types of activities throughout the years. It feels good knowing you’ve not regretted not doing it. From choir àindian danceànetball àsymphonic band [euphonium then tuba player then drill instructor]àcommittee in Eventsànetballà (what’s next?)

In this week itself I’ve watched 3 movies! Wee.

1)      Superhero movie:  lame and similar storyline like spiderman, just abit more in the stupidity side. For those easily tickled, its bone funny.

2)      Iron Man: cool effects. Predictable storyline. I realised after watching the movie that there was no kissing scenes. Beautiful structure of the design and engineering process of the iron man. The guy is mysterious hot.

3)      Forbidden Kingdom: relates to the monkey god. The greed of a prince warlord. A quest of the seeker to return the staff to the frozen statue of the golden monkey. No kissing scenes as well. Applauds. Cool action in the fighting scenes. Lots of flying. Jet Li looks so ugly when he laughs and smiles too much. hehe. The ‘sparrow’ in the movie reminds me of Shirley in netball. So weird. Hehe

14 days before I hopefully get the ‘key’. Yea yea. It won’t likely happen but its ok to hope. =) got things I got in mind. Umm. It would seem to obvious to write it out but I will. Haha. For the sake of those who’s got no idea; practicality. =))

Take care people. I still care for you guys. You know whom I’m talking about. Because we are far in relationship doesn’t mean it’s the end. I tried made the many but it’s to vain.

Today. I’m starting to dread the business module. Everything about business transactions. So POA, wait it is. With a team that barely have a good sense on the topic and module. Shit, today’s a bad day. The morning started bad as it is. Rushed through the routine + made breakfast. Forgot my essential! Luckily wasn’t too far to walk back home and still able to catch the bus on time. It’s depressing to dwell on sad things so I’ll ‘brag’  about last Saturday.

What happened on Saturday, 19 april.

Ate breakfast at Delifrance. Wooweet.

Got a new bag! =) went to Queensway on Saturday with FI. Walked around the place for several hours before deciding. Lol. Got a billabong backpack, black with white outline. Things happen in between. Emotions and all. It’s so unlike us. I think its so unlike me. PMS. And yes, it’s justified. Lucky. I was starting to think there must be something wrong with me.

Watched DOOMSDAY. Nice. A thriller action movie. Screamed and embarrassed myself actually in front of FI. Haha .lol.

Got medication at hougang. Gosh. We walked all the way there from St. 51 to St.93. lol. Dropped at the wrong bustop. Haha.

Innocent fun.

=)

Back to reality, having presentation in few minutes time. PPT still in progress, its doesn’t seem to justify and answer the problem. Shit. Dead shit. Afterwards heading to drain energy. So not in the mood. Haiyos. Just can’t wait for Wednesday. Need the break.

Oh yes. PP. shit.

Good morning.

Felling all tired today, had a friendly at rp with an African American school. Nice bunch of teens. Their play was average compared to the potential national league. My playing suck hell. Bad passes, ball drops, hesitated movements, ok, everything that has to do with playing on court. Gosh. So much for a leisure sport.

Things or failures that I’ve done would get me thinking me of no talent. And fortunately after much reflection, it is. There’s so many things I’ve tried but none actually became my forte. It’s depressing to rethink of the situation and end up wit the same conclusion many times. And I’ve heard of much stories and achievements of people as ordinary being able to accomplish such thing so easily as they were born for it. God’s must have placed a tiny winy drop of some kind of talent I could work out on. Ok.. or maybe it’s just the mindset, or motivation, guidance that needs to be in path. I could go on like this the whole day and still not find the solution unless an action is taken. Of course, the right one.

That’s where I find myself being grateful to those whose been by me all these while. Thank you. =) k, I sound as if I going to die. Lol.

K, starting class soon. Tata.

Good evening everybody and my name is ______.

I realised I need cash. For me, and what that is to be done.

Mr. nose is fking irritating I tell you. Every night without fail it will dispense liquid mucus or a blocked pathway. Because of the Mr. nose, Ms. Eyes become emotional hell. Waterfall of tears. As for Mr. voice, he’ll be all deep, sounding all sexy and seductive with the man voice of his. Lol.

I feel I’m alas given the freedom I wanted. But of course to take, you need to give and its not a small amount but substantial. Wee! At least. The feel of being 18 ya.

Speaking of which, I’m turning 18 in 1 month + 3 days time. Gosh. Old yet new. A new beginning to adulthood u say? Haha. I don’t think I’m capable of it yet. But no doubt building my way up. =) cheers to that and all to be 18’s!

Today’s great. Have a few birthday parties to attend. But unfortunately I can’t make it for all. When to Julie’s house. Waited for Timothy…erm…erm. Hehe Reached over at 3 plus. Chat, slacked till everybody came then dive into the bbq spread. There was sushi from sakae if I’m not mistaken, but because of the nearly vomiting incident at sakura the other time, it was best to avoid it. Hehe.

Soon after, left for Shiqah’s bbq at changi beach. I took a long time took each the place. They ate, they talked, laughed like everyone does. They enjoyed themselves. I’m glad for that. Guessed I was late to miss the action in the beginning. Took the bus with nina, mina, fidah and sha. =) Missed a lot of people over at bedok north but … ,its just so hard to put it in words or do much that matters to like before.

Bowen band clinched a GOLD in the display band competition held to day at 3pm. My 3^rd sister parcitipated in the event. Cheers to her and the school! All the hard work and effort to achieve success.

I’ll end here. Todaldo!